no one told me that motherhood would bring about so many fears.
i fear those who would cause harm to you.
i fear all the horrible things that are happening in the world today.
i fear disease.
i fear vaccinations.
i fear losing you.
i am afraid of what might happen when you are not with me.
i am afraid of doing the wrong thing as your mother.
i fear the years will go by too fast.
i fear not being able to protect you.
but i will always try…